Tuesday, November 16, 2010

birthday

Today, my little brother’s birthday. He has seventeen. He likes music so much. he plays guitar everyday. No day without play guitar. He ask me to pay his keyboard course and ask me some money to go “makan-makan” bakso with his friends. Well, as his sister I will pay for him.

His age different almost 10 years with me. When he is still young, I’m like his baby sitter… playing, take a both and feed his meal. I done for him. That’s why I know him very well. He is a little stubborn tapi penyanyang. He is seldom angry to me. Paling bisa bikin orang seneng. That’s Imoel my youngest brother.
If talks about a girl. He is shy, and told me, calm down sister… I’m not having a girlfriend yet. Hehehehe…. I don’t believe him, he just make me happy. I’m sure he like someone, but he didn’t have a courage to tell the girl. I catch in our talk, when he has successful, then he falling in love, hihihihi… it’s funny, love don’t know place, time, or anything. If someone feel love and falling in love. Forget everything. Not have to waiting success like my brother told me. Klo kata Agnes… “cinta ini, kadang-kadang tak ada logika”… ***ya ampun, knp saya jd ikutan nyanyi yah… hehehe…

Five days ago, my mom’s birthday, I just send her SMS, eventhough I really miss her, I’d like to talk her for a long time. Did she also miss me?
Yah, almost two months ago, between me and my mom there is a problem. Since that day until now, my relationship with her rather tenuous, whereas... I don’t want like that, I’m really deeply love her…
The most important, I don’t want to be the rebellious children. However, I am disappointed with her, She is still my lovely mother. I’ll call her every weekend. But she didn’t answer the phone.
I remember when my father still a live, he ask me to be a good girl and don’t argue with my mom.

Tomorrow is Id Adha day, remember that day, one day before Id Adha, my father pass away. How come I forgot it, how come I let my mom married again.
May be I’m a selfish but I just want to give her the best, if she really married, please… with the another man not “him” who makes me and my mom small fighting. He makes my mom didn’t answer my phone. what is he we could say he is kind? Oh, I loved him. If my mom really married with him, he also live with our house later. Even though, my father just made an ordinary house, but I don’t want if the man live there. I don’t know what happen with my mom... I miss her so much.

Friday, October 29, 2010

My facebook vs My blog

Finally… I create a blog, even though I have no idea for writing, but I try to writing, hehehe… I am motivated by my new friend. She is so smart and nice girl… thank God, I’ve meet her.

During this, I just read, browsing, download, etc. from internet. The most visited is Facebook… ‘lol’ hahaha…… yeah, I opened it every morning… i can say that everyday, after arrived in office. But sure, in the breaking time.

I can find my old friend, from elementary school, Junior high school and Senior High School. Hoho… the world seemed small because of internet. Long time, I never contact with them, but now I can contact them since I joined with facebook. Obvious… all my friend have big change on their life. Among them, married already and having children. Sometimes, they ask me about married… “when you get married”… hehehe… I have no idea to answer the question when they ask me everytime. Wait and see, I’ll invite you all to come to my wedding party later, InshaAllah…^_^

Beside, my old friend, I got new friend also, of course on the facebook, the social network… :-D, I read their good notes, chatting with them, made a joke with them… hehehe… sometimes they share their notes, their nice pict and their music, thanks my friends…

Well, still about my facebook. Recently, I can’t open my facebook, huhuhu… that happened on my PC only, eits… there are both of my friend can’t open it also . May be, the IT man blocked the website, that’s why we can’t access it. But, why only three of us. Huh… don’t care, even though I can’t open the facebook, I still can open it on my friend PC whose didn’t blocked by IT man, ‘lol’ yeah… and the most important now, I create my blog that I can writing what I feel on my mind. And the last one, writing something in English to improve my English, thanks my new friend.